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Lonely Satellite Mental State

by SPACECHOSIS

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1.
Epilogue 04:31
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You don't own me Can't herd me to your will Not yours to reap You can't control my free will You want to claim my efforts My brain is my own The one thing that you can't punish Alright I don't ask for your opinion keep it to yourself You put words in my mouth And you talk over me Just ask Just ask Just ask... Ask me what I mean Face to face. Face, two face. Just ask me to my face. Commenting, commenting, always commenting Commenting on what I do Narrating, narration, your propaganda tool Your propaganda tool No freedom No freedom from what they do "Force feed them, force feed them" Is the philosophy they choose. The philosophy they choose.
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Icy Black Sky 05:14
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I had pride in all that I did But you unrecognised my worth I was cast aside, expected to hide It won't bother you, you don't have to serve Now you blame me for your anxiety And you kill me, for I'm just cattle I work, every day, such piety I will pray in your chapel I'm icy breeze under your coat And the words that leave my throat I won't believe anymore 'Cause you've closed, closed all my doors I'm icy breeze (Icy) under your coat And the words that leave my throat I won't believe (Icy) anymore 'Cause you've closed, closed all my doors
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From One World To Another 04:12
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Tight rope walking from One world to another The machine stares Showing the only lover Two lovers on the pull Look up, look down The balance was off Restrain and resist Now halfway across Two lovers being pulled Tug of war from the worlds Rope around our bellies Resist the external The internal parries Reach out with your hand And we'll share that connection If only the worlds would collide If only each step was our first Beginner's luck If only we had snuck First But we will break these chains Break this pain Tug of war from the worlds Rope around our bellies Resist the external The internal parries Parries Marries, Marry.
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Rope Dance 01:13
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The Severed Rope 03:28
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I've just seen the safety cord break Try as I might, I can't get back And now I'm stuck floating in space The universe takes me to my fate Save me I'm losing control The way Is a free fall Save me I'm losing control The way Is a free fall I'm tugging on nothing But I see safety I'm praying for survival And I hear love is nearby Hope is close by Just one meter away I just need to settle down And figure out the day The pod burns in the distance Running out of precious fuel Wasting away like my home What the hell should I do? Got to find a way to that planet My escape pod is now damaged Got to find a way to that planet My escape pod is now damaged (Burning) I'm watching it from a distance (Burning) Wasted fuel, need assistance (Damaged) I'm hoping for another signal (Damaged) What to do, I am fearful
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Observing Spacechosis 03:46
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I see something strange in my scopes It seems so far away Yet it tastes and sounds so different To my ears this way The body of it stretches far The colour is such a nebula I notice that its limbs are stars And this light is so beautiful Beautiful It's the unknown steps I must take It's the leftover dew of its face It's the two that stand before me It's the trust I have in (my) faith
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Mental State 04:27
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The hope held in these hands Fall apart into the sands Lock it up and let it out Can't help it, falls out the mouth Mental State Can't keep it straight When it's in the way Guess it's my fate I don't breathe the same way as you do And that's true Now the internet persecutes and ridicules Paranoid about what I am? I just suffer, just suffer, man. I'll never find anyone like this You're lucky 'cause you can have kids, Have a family and a loved one My loves will just run I don't think the same way as you do It's true Your label and pen to add your own bit, my friend Propaganda reigns as true as world war, fucking two. You can live without fear of being judged Pray to hell that you're not corrupt Your actions speak louder And I'll stand prouder Mental state Can keep it straight When it's in the way Guess it's my fate Mental state
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Positivity 02:28
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Trapped here alone This moon field of gold The sun is far away But the light, yes, behold I have the love of the light Of light Still keeping me warm No failure in sight In sight I'll keep going on There's more than a few Ways out of here But for now This campfire hears The breathing of my apparatus The frolic of Black Sabbath
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A Lamp So Bright 03:25
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The stars: They put a light on to you The satellites: Become light hue The love: Makes it come true The stars: Put a light on to you. Bathing in unexampled light Walking through a lamp so bright Darkness surrounds (Darkness) All it can't touch We're walking through Darkness It can't keep us hushed The stars: They put a light on to you The satellites: Become light hue The love: Makes it come true The stars: Put a light on to you. Don't you worry we've light on our side Living through a lamp so bright We've got light on our side On the light side of the moon We'll bring the tide Sunny days on the move.

about

The album that was meant to be released last year on Halloween, has finally been released and is available for listening/purchasing.

Sorry for the delay, there were a few setbacks and other things which required my attention. I originally was going to have other musicians play these compositions but it proved to be a difficult endeavor. I'm aware that these aren't as good as they could be in terms of performance and recording, however, some parts are representative of the lyrics and the story.

Enjoy and love the light within, the darkness can't hurt you because you are light, no matter how lonely you are with your feelings... even if you are alone in space with a damaged escape pod and no way back. You have the love of the light.

Album artwork - originally by Sam McDougall - who provided commissioned work for the first EP "The Distress Signal".

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released March 15, 2023

Performed, composed, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Joel H Bulsara

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Spacechosis Leeds, UK

Industrial Side project made during COVID-19 lockdown status in the UK, 2020.

Concept project started by Joel H Bulsara and Gareth Harrop (Sound of Origin & Solitary)

Joel created the songs and concepts following the story of the 'Drivers' from their previous band 'Drivers of Death Machines'.


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